Saturday, April 5, 2014

Blah blah

I feel restless.....staying home and waiting for my "job offer" to actually start is driving me nuts. So far I've been doing everything, training, appointments, meetings, when do I fucking start work so I can make money? AAaaahhhhhh.....

I can't stand not having things to do. Even my husband picks up on my feeling useless....as if I have nothing to do with my life. I've always been goal-oriented where if I can't make it, I feel useless. Not always a good feeling but hey, I'm here for a reason right? Damn....